One of the realizations of [...] Eugene Pichler [...] is a good realization, because it is true that men who have had the orchiectomy or whatever don't have so much the erotic thing going. I didn't after my orchiectomy. It became sort of a habituation and because it had been so highly charged as a fetish, as a kind of life style, that everything that validates me as a "woman" makes me feel that little tingle and even after the erotic tingle was gone it still ticks off all the boxes for Narcissistic supply.